I’m sorry that I tried to make myself feel better about being an outcast by making fun of you (over being an outcast.)
It’s not just these actions but the added pain of putting you down with hateful words. I knew what I was doing and I didn’t care.
We were the same, expect I didn’t but I didn’t want to be and I knew it. You, from what I could tell, were less touched by all of it.
I am sorry for what I thought, for what I wrote, and for what I assumed was true for your experience.