I’m sorry I wasn’t there for you when you were ill. I was a stupid selfish teenager and didn’t handle it well.
I never got to thank you for all you did for our family to give us a good life and for that, I apologize.
I apologize that we didn’t get to know each other better and that a lot of the time I blamed you for the hot mess of our dysfunctional family. I deeply apologize and hope to make it up to you one day.
I feel like you are always with me.